I'm an alien

And I tell myself to keep holding on.

11:45 AM LAFAZKAN CINTA DARI BIBIRMU
INGINKU DENGAR SEKALI LAGI


Yesterday was pure love,
I didn't know there are so many people who actually CARED
I was blinded by my ego I guess
I was too,indifferent and oblivious to the people around me

Morning was hectic,cos,well,mum is emo-ing
I DIDNT KNOW OLD PEOPLE EMO-ED TOO ):

And is Lit now,GRRRRR >:/
I cannot absorb anything
And I felt like crying during HML today
I dont know what I want to do now
I FEEL LIKE SHIT NOW
and then,God,I realise how much I need you
WAKE ME UP,please,I've been too caught up with my life
Until I forgot about about the obligations
What has school turned me into?
Oh,God!

And the day is dragyyyyyyy like VERY,cos there's Sciene tutorial
fuck ah
!#$%^&*!
LIKE WHAT THE HELL?
I need a rest,real good rest
Go down to town,drink iced coffee
And talk over things
And take neoprints :D
And shop :DDDDD
I.can't.wait.for.exams.to.be.over.
MYE, be good to me,and pass quickly
THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH.

[edit/]
OMG YEAHHHHHH!!
I GOT AN AMAZING 100% SCORE FOR HISTORY :DDD
I thought I was gonna flunk it,but thank God,I didn't
Amen.

[edit/]
I hate going home alone
HATEHATEHATE
Cos that's the onlytime when I get to sit down
And reflect,and of course,I'll see all my flaws
And all those sadsadsad things come flashing back
So test results were unexpected
PRAYS HARD THAT MATH TEST WOULD BE FINE
COs well,other classes have full marks,and more than half the class failing
OHMYGOD
I think I'm gonna flunk it
I'm scaredddddddd
And the worse thing today was, I shifted place to another part of the class
I effing hatehatehate that place
AWW,ZAK,I'M MISSING YOU
AND HEH,GOOD LUCK!
Besides that,I'm really bored,and dont know what else to update
Life has rather been mundane,if you count out studying
PFFT:/

[edit/]
I FEEL LIKE A GOOD GIRL NOW
COS I FINISHED AL MY WORK :D

You ass,how could you do this to me man?I know you know
But you don't give a damn,you don't bother.
WAIT TILL THE RIGHT TIME COMES ALRIGHT?

And you people,please kindly STOP telling/asking me these things about him
Also,I DO NOT WISH to answer/hear ahything,anymore
I'm really sick of all of these nonsense
And if you people want to know so much,go ask him YOURSELVES
And please, do not interfere in people's friendship
DO NOT MAKE USE OF ME,just because I'm not as intellectual
Does not mean I can't think
I PLEAD YOU TO NOT TELL/ASK AGAIN.
thank you very much.

Yes,guess what? So much for wanting to know
And again,I broke down
SHEESH, I should stop all these too ):
But it seems hard,so hard to let you go.